I feel ashamed being bisexual and i am having suicidal thoughts.
Everyone at the Trevor Project cares about you and your well being. In recent weeks, we have received a number of submissions from you. We understand you are having a difficult time.
Know, you can always call the Trevor lifeline at 1-866-4-U-Trevor, 24 hours 7 days a week. If you feel you may act on suicidal thoughts, call 911 or get to the nearest hospital emergency room. In those dark moments, your immediate safety is crucial.
Finding local support is essential. Writing to us or calling us provides a level of support. But, seeking the support of people in your area will reduce a sense of isolation. Luckily, you live in a major metropolitan area. http://www.centeronhalsted.org/mentalhealth.html The Center on Halsted has a number of services which could help. Contact them. They may also be able to refer you to resources.
Matt, there is nothing shameful in your sexuality. Your attractions to men and women are natural, normal expressions of your sexuality. We live in a culture that propegates a number of negative and inaccurate ideas about human sexuality.
At times. it is difficult to navigate these "polluted waters" without absorbing some of that slug. Remember, it is the water that is polluted, not you.
Matt, we care. And, we are just a phone call away.